Well then, enough sadness. I try to never be too sad or depressing b/c life is just too fucking short to wallow it away, especially in things you can�t control SO moving right along (diggy dum diggy dum)�

Tomorrow I am going to the Renaissance Festival come rain or shine�hopefully more shine than rain. The weather does NOT look promising, but it closes this weekend and I would like to go�I�ll just make sure I bring a dry change of clothes for the car ride home and an umbrella!

Rehearsals are going okay. The first 2 ensembles #�s are blocked and learned. I am glad I�ve done the show before, so I don�t have to worry about learning music and blocking. I�ve remembered most of the music on my own, and the rest has come right back to me as soon as I heard it. I just have to listen to the CD�s a few times and I�ll have all the correct notes in the correct places with the corresponding correct words in no time. LOL. BG is doing some things a little different � I don�t know if its b/c he forgot what he did last time or b/c he is trying to make a few little correction on things that could have been done better � but it�s all good b/c it keep us repeat customers on our toes. I was a little nervous about missing � of rehearsal last night b/c BG, like most directors, hand out all the little vocal solos and a �look and point� system. (Which is basically you are forgotten about unless you are there for him to see you and be like � okay *insert name here* take that line). And being the good ensemble gal I am, I want to there to get as many lines as I can  hehehe. Last night as we were learning Fa�ade rep1, the male solos in the beginning weren�t handed out yet (not sure why) so Karen had me sing them b/c she said I already knew the harmonies and someone had to sing the melody so that ensemble can get the feel of how the song goes (the ensemble kind of echo�s the melody line for the first verse). I never really sang the melody before � so it was a little, um, not so good the first 2 times � but after that I got it and it was fun. Yay. Sunday we are going to start blocking Murder, Murder� and believe me, it will be murder! LOL. I�m so funny.

Tonight I�m thinking of just going home after work and just staying in tonight. I have to get up at like 7am tomorrow (ugh) so I will def want to get to bed at a semi-decent hour (yeah, okay like that will happen � but a girl can dream). I def need to do more cleaning � and maybe get a nap in as well� hehe. I love naps. Only thing that make nap time better would be having someone to nap with. But alas, woobie will have to do for now.

I�m parched � gonna go find me a drink. I�m sure I�ll be back later�.