I ended up not going to work today b/c I gave myself such a migraine worrying about her. I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. My mom is everything to me. I got no sleep last night thinking about her and actually made myself sick over it. I know, not good and that doesn't help her any. At least she wasn't here to see it. I won't let it happen again. I promise. It's just hard.

Okay, I'm better now.