This is where the start of my tale really begins. I learned a lot this weekend about a lot of things from the things I saw and the things I heard.

After the show a bunch of get some beverages and such and head over to Jeannine�s where Jason proceeded to get us all drunk off some awesomely made drinks. Kudo�s to Jason the mixmaster. And an extra Kudo to Tom & Diane for the Taco Bell run which without could have made it a very messy night for all. Hehe. Anyhoo�we drank and partied and hung and chilled and eventually everyone left except for Jason, Kenny and myself (who were all sleeping over). Jason was to sleep on the upstairs couch and Kenny and I were sleeping in the basement on the couches down there. Kenny and I watched a little really bad ugly people porn for a bit. I needed a glass of water so I went upstairs and saw Jeannine sitting on the couch talking to Jason so I joined them. We chatted till we saw the sun coming up � till like 8am or so. Finally we call it quits and I go and pass out on my couch downstairs. I sleep for like maybe 90 min before I have to pee. I try to go back to sleep, but that prob lasts about 30 min before I realize I can�t and have to pee again and now I am up. So I go and sit in the living room (Jason had moved into Jeannine�s room when it became too bright in the living room). As I was going upstairs, Jeannine was coming down to see if we were up. We chilled in the living room a while and eventually Jason joined us. Then we went down to wake up Kenny. Jason and I showered (not together � his loss) and left for our CAP show marathon where Anthony joined us. We saw Sleeping Beauty at 1pm. We went to the pizza shop for some food and then Jason and I took a nap on Lucy�s bed backstage where Kaitlyn woke us up at the 5 min call for YPT J&H. We prob got about 20 min in (I didn�t fall asleep totally, but got to the stage where everything was just buzzy noise in the backround). We got up and watched YPT Jekyll which was good. A little disturbing knowing that most of the kids in the show are teens doing this material, but hey, not my theatre. Then Jason and I went and took another 20 min nap on Lucy�s bed again and had Tom wake us about for our 7pm call. This time I fell full asleep. Yay. That is until Tony walked by and bit my ass. But then I went right back to sleep. LOL. Then we got up and did our J&H. Then we went to Bogey�s to grab some food. Then we went back to CAP for closing night of Rocky so I could see Ari�s boobie (thanks girl!). Then back to Bogey�s till 3:30 am when I just couldn�t take it anymore and needed to go home. I watched Survivor and went to sleep in my own bed. Glorious. Sunday the show went pretty well and to a pretty decent size audience for a Sunday matinee.

After the show (the Ro and Maz came to) Eye and I and Ro and Maz met Donna, Mel and Paula F. for dinner at the Cheesecake Factory. That was a truly lovely evening. I am so glad we finally all got together and we had a really nice time. I miss my girls. It was the best choice I could have made for myself was to hang with my girls. This group of girls (including some that are not a part of this group that I consider my closest friends � Jenn, Preman and my TaTa) are the most beautiful people I know. They are girlfriends in the true sense of the word and I know that I never have to question any of their friendship for me either.

Now, of course I left out a lot of details that are necessary for all to read, but here are some of the things I learned or things that I knew but were just revisited/brought to the light this weekend.

1 � I no longer have a crush on the guy I had a crush on. That is def over.

2 � I am questioning some friendships and figuring out how certain people fit in my life after seeing and hearing things this weekend.

3 � Girlfriends are much more important than any man.

4 � I am beautiful and if anyone is going to let my fat be an issue of why they won�t be with me, then they are certainly not worth my affections.

5 � I love performing on stage.

6 � I am a much stronger person than I thought I was (emotionally).

7 � Corner slices of Sicilian pizza ROCK my world

8 � My girls are my home.

9 � I cannot stand incompetence.

10 �Survivor is a really good show.

11 � Not everyone you think is honest with you is.

12 � Not everyone you think is lying to you is.

13 � Sometimes you just have to ask for what you want.

14 � I do not want a boyfriend right now. A friend with benefits would be perfect. But an exclusive friends with benefits. I don�t want to be with someone who is playing around with other chicka�s as the same time as me.

15 � 4 CAP shows in one day is def 3 CAP shows too many.

Today it�s back to work and back to the gym.

Tonight is the new reality dating show �Average Joe� which I am very excited to see.

And tonight is full stats night with p4p. Never fun, but always necessary. LoL.

Later my lovies.