Fmmm�Fantasia won AI. She was just a'right for me. Same with Diana .. although I did like her more than Fantasia. Now we have to listen to her cry and sing "yeah yeah yeah" at the end of every friggin song. I personally thought the 12 sucked this year. I thought last years blew this years out of the water. I didn't watch the first year. Oh well, what does my opinion count for anyway. And who really cares � have I bought ONE AI cd or concert ticket? No. Do I ever plan on it � as of this season � No. So good for Fantasia. I hope all her dreams come true for her and her little girl. I was actually surprised that a single mom won. Interesting.

I cannot concentrate on anything today. As soon as I start something, my mind starts wondering off to something else and sometimes drifting off to absolute nothing else but drifting all the same. And I keep getting stomach pangs like when I had gallbladder attacks. I had that pesky little thing removed so I wouldn't have these pains. Maybe it's just my stomach telling me to stop eating you fat fuck.

I'm dork and joined two more yahoo groups � one for Colin Firth and one for Jeremy Northam.

My old bowling team finished in 4th place last night. The 3 years I was on the team we finished in 3rd every year. I leave and look what happens! LOL.

I need a nap.